my summer job officially sucks major balls weeny. who knew a little ten year old child could be such a demon?
anyway, i can't believe how fast this summer is going by already. i really haven't done anything. i need to do something to make my life more eventful. i'm possibly the most boring person ever. i need to pursue the things that i really want to. which would be working out (goal is to have a great body by warped) and try to push myself into writing down lyrics. i think them in my head, but never seem to write them down on paper, and then they are forgotten. hopefully, i can get the creative juices going and think of something clever. i don't really have much to say. hmph.
eh, better get going to bed, have to wake up early :O
FML.

goodbye.

p.s. i realized i use commas way to much. whoops.

i think i am... mmhmm.
been listening to the stupid 10 second clips of their new songs, and i'm getting chills from them. how stupid is that?!
i'm so excited for:
1. all time low's nothing personal
2. paramore's new album
3. off the deep end by the friday night boys.
4. WARPED TOUR! (:
5. fourth of juuuu-ly.
6. camping in general.
7. getting my liscence.
8. sweet sixteen.
9. life to get better.
10. dreams to become reality.

wow. my life is finally back in order, or at least for the moment. so, we've come to the conclusion that we are NOT moving. i am so relieved, it's such a blessing. the thought of us moving was such a scary thought to me. i mean, i knew nothing would never ever be the same. thankfully, i will still have the same daily routine, and still have the same beautiful family life that have come to love. thank God.

anyway, happy summer to everyone! i can't believe that my sophomore year is already over. it went by so fast, it's insane. i had so much fun this year which was a pleasant change. i've haven't loved school this much in years. hopefully, junior year will be even better. i have a feeling it will be great, i have a bunch of great classes... art classes! yay. i sincerely hope art takes me somewhere in my life. (:

tomorrow is my first day of "work". i have to watch the girl down the street 2 days a week. i don't really fully understand why she needs a babysitter, she's going to be in sixth grade next year. i would think she'd be mature enough to take care of herself... but apparently not. oh well, gives me a chance to make one hundred bucks a week for doing nothing. always a plus!

my room is finally back together, it's so boring, i have to wait until i paint to hang things all over the wall. it's so bland and it's driving me insane. hopefully the bright orange things will lighten up everything. plus, the posters of amazingly beautiful people will help. haha.

have to go start getting ready for bed, have to wake up early, for summer anyway.
7:50 a.m.
boo.

i wish that i could sound more poetic.

life has been so chaotic lately. finals, moving, building, and trying to work in fun. my mind is so full, it's constantly running.
i don't have much time anymore to just sit and type away my life, hopefully over the summer i'll have a few minutes i can dispose of every night.
until then, we're stuck with 4 sentence entries.

16 days of school.
oh my god.

oops. i haven't posted in a few days, oh well. i'm only human.

life is still beautiful. everyday is like a ray of sunshine (: seriously, i'm on such a high i can't believe it! i haven't been in this good of a mood in such a long time. it's somewhat odd considering all the crap that's been occurring in my life these past few months. you would think i'd be on a downward spiral, but low and behold...

i started my new project today (: i'm painting Alex Gaskarth. i'm really nervous about how it's gonna turn out. i don't want to ruin the perfect image of him i have in his head with a shitty painting i did. ahh, pray for good results.

FRIDAY NIGHT BOYS = AMAZING!
go get their cd... now.

I won't type too much, since I am writing from my sidekick. I don't feel like sitting here and writing a novel from my phone...
I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel at the moment. Sure, I had a good day, I've had a pretty great year so far. I'm so happy with my life for the mostpart. On the otherhand, my Granny just got diagnosed with stage four cancer. Which is of course not good at all. It's in her legs, shoulder, lungs, and liver. My mom is so upset about it. Like we really needed this bad news?

Its weird, even though my family has had to go through A TON this year, I'm still happy, thanks to the few surreal moments I've had.

This post doesn't make any sense. Oh well.

whoa.
i'm in such a great mood. awesome, quick day today (: i officially love my schedule. haha drawing and painting is THE best class over, even though the teacher is a total creeper. apparently i have "a beautiful artist's name"... dylan burkhardt? seriously? hmm, so i'll be a great artist just because of my name. interesting.

late start tomorrow. juniors have ACT. muahaha. i think i may just be taking the whole day off. what's the point of going to school when your class periods are only 30 minutes long? whatever. i don't care much. this is such a short week, i'm so happy.

that's really all i have to say.

holla.

ahh geez.
i'm officially THE worst livejournal-er ever. i'm trying to start over, hopefully remember to write in this darn thing. my mom is encouraging me to write a journal. ha, how lame. but seeing as i'm to lazy to sit down and write with a pen and paper, i will attempt to keep up typing it.

anyway, to get on to my oh-so-exciting life... i haven't done a darn thing, and yet i'm in an incredible mood. i think i'm still on a high (figuratively, not literally) from tuesday and wednesday night. the believers never die show was AMAZING. even though i'm not really into fall out boy anymore. all time low was awesome, as always. fifth time seeing them, i think. i could definitely go for five more times (: i think i'm in love with alex gaskarth, gosh he's such a babe. haha. why must musicians be so attractive?

i'm pleasantly surprised by how much i am enjoying the catcher in the rye, it's actually very good. my teacher finally picked something decent for me to read. i have to go finish up 3 more chapters. yipee.

goodbye friends.